PROCHOICE AND PROUD OF IT

So there I was panicking on my decision. Frieking out more like it. This is how my weekend went:

FRIDAY NIGHT

- went out to the HardRock, partied like a rock star
- got to bf's house around 6 am
-gave up the punani out of pity
- got spewed in
- cried for half an hour

Saturday

- skipped the gym
-woke up late adn frieked out some more
- told my bf off for being an ass
-went home and pondered the existence of a baby at this point in my life

Sunday

- woke up late to go to the gym
- drove to the gym
-called the trainer and told him a small white lie about my mother in law having a heart attack and couldnt make appointment
-looked for places to get my eyes tested for contacts
-drove back home to get my mom and shop for some chairs for the backyard
-called my friend desperate about my possible pregnancy
-drove with her to the walgreens to buy the morning after pill
-talked to the pharmacist with box in my hand and didnt buy it

Monday

- woke up early
-got ready for worked
-realized i am not ready for no kid
-went to walgreens and bought :
1- nail polish remover
2- cotton balls
3- morning after pill

- then i went to work, took my first pill and the catholic guilt kicked in....

I am not technically killing a baby that has been formed im preventing it. Apparently this is how the morning after pill works....
- Theres an egg and theres a sperm, the pills kicks in extra hormones preventing the combining of the egg and sperm. Voila no baby. I am technically not pregnant yet so i didnt kill anybody. The pill is an extra strong dosage of regular female contraceptives like the pill or the shot.

- why the guilt? Because i could have avoided it and never made the mistake and because maybe the baby could have been the best thing inthe world...then again there is no baby yet so....

Anyways, heres a web site on the morning after pill.
Oh yeah, u have to over 18 to buy it. And if ur under 18 u need a prescription. Sorry youngins.


Morning After Pill Information


Lessons Learned:

1 - No more pity f*cks
2 - Always use protection (even if ur getting married)
3 - Just because youre getting married doesnt make it right to have a kid outta wedlock....even if the wedding is 7 months away. No pregnant bride is seen as beautiful